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    February 17

    大学即将结束

    格物致知!诚意正心!修身齐家
    治国平天下?
    December 22

    最近

    刚回来的一个星期了,生活日夜颠倒。总是夜里两三点就突然醒来,而且精神亢奋,然后早上七八点的时候开始犯困----于是买了运动服球鞋,每天坚持舒展一下筋骨,总算回到了东八区。

    潮阳也搞美食节了!人很多,什么东西都有,鹿肉,麻雀肉,鸵鸟肉,鳄鱼肉---很奇怪什么时候潮汕有这等美食。

    学车,切身体会到传说中车教练的脾气,想想每天在尘土飞扬的车场绕,很难脾气不会变暴躁。

    每天还是会看凤凰卫视,二三十个电视台当中,也就觉得只有这个可以看看了。凤凰早班车,杨锦麟的有报天天读,鲁豫有约等好几个节目办得还是很不错的。不得不佩服刘长乐! 从军队到金融,再到媒体,都游刃有余。

    对于其他很多电视台,大部分时间都在播一些很无聊的东西。什么领导开会啦(who cares, 药品广告啦(那些“砖家”的来头都很大),还有很多很没创意播了很多很多年还在播的广告。看了之后觉得媒体行业在中国还是有很大空间的。以后有一天不当科学家了,真的应该考虑搞传媒!

    天涯也是一个很有意思的地方。虽然上面杂七杂八什么东西都有,但不可否认的是作为国内最大的论坛之一,他具有不可比拟的真实性,无论是好是坏。在那里,可以切身感受到中国民间正在发生的事。这些在中央电视台或是其他电视台或网站是看不到的。这不得不说是中国媒体的一个悲哀。

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    很多年没在家过冬至了,看老爸老妈忙着办节料,拜公祖,感到一种久违的亲切。这在潮汕风俗里算一个大节了吧。老妈还是自己做“肉丸仔”,煮“冬至丸”,炸素菜,还有鸭啊,鱼啊,肉啊 ----很是丰盛。想起小时候最喜欢的就是这种过节的感觉!!老妈说这次难得我回来,一定要去跟老祖公,老祖婆,老公公,老婆婆,公婆上炷香,保佑平平安安。摆香炉,插香的顺序都是很有讲究的。

    想想,潮汕的地方习俗还是很有意思的。特别是在外面混了这么多年之后,更是觉得地方风俗对一个人的意义。这里一年下来过的节还是很多的,除了春节到正月十五那段日子每天要过的节之外,二十四节气里有不少也是要过的。像春分,秋分,冬至拜公祖,清明上坟,夏至,七月初七,七月十五开鬼门关,七月二十“插秧”,中秋,佛诞,十二月初四老爷上天------

    还有拜天公(最隆重的祭拜仪式),“赛桌”(直译),拜伯公,城皇公,“庶民公”(纯粹音译),地主爷,“床脚婆”-----很多都已经记不清了。

    以前学校里说这些是封建迷信,现在觉得这些是值得保留的民风民俗。为什么既然我们过别人的Halloween, Thanksgiving, Christmas 过得那么“有滋味”(虽然不一定知道或能体会到到过那些节日的含义), 却要摒弃自己的节日呢?很久之前在《联合早报》看到龙应台的一篇文章 在紫藤庐和 Starbucks 之间──对「国际化」的思索》,感触颇深。其中有几段话讲的很好,

    不是移值别人的节庆,不是移植别人的语言,那么「国际化」是什么?
        
        
    它是一种知己知彼。知己,所以要决定什么是自己安身立命、生死不渝的价值。知彼,所以有能力用别人听得懂的语言、看得懂的文字、讲得通的逻辑词汇,去呈现自己的语言、自己的观点、自己的典章礼乐。它不是把我变得跟别人一样,而是用别人能理解的方式告诉别人我的不一样。所以「国际化」是要找到那个「别人能理解的方式」,是手段,不是目的。

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     欧洲的现代与传统之间也有一种紧张的拉锯,但是他们至少认识到,传统的「气质氛围」,并不是一种肤浅的怀旧情怀。当人的成就像氢气球一样向不可知的无限的高空飞展,传统就是绑着氢气球的那根粗绳,紧连着土地。它使你仍旧朴实地面对生老病死,它使你仍旧与春花秋月冬雪共同呼吸,使你的脚仍旧踩得到泥土,你的手摸得到树干,你的眼睛可以为一首古诗流泪,你的心灵可以和两千年前的作者对话 

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    最近电视里听到最多的就是改革开放30年的辉煌成就。改革开放,改革了很多,开放了很多,自己原来的东西有留住了多少呢?

     

     

    November 10

    Fear and greed

    People are governed by fear and greed, those who possess both win.
     
    November 01

    About dreams and determination

    I have been thinking about this entry for quite a while, but the busy schedule has always put me off.

    Finally I got a free weekend and here I am sitting in this cosy reading room of the college, with some unknown classical music in the background, pondering about the title.

     

    My new neighbour Bahig, is a medical student from Egypt. In our first chat, I learnt that his journey into cambridge wasn't really that smooth-sailing, or indeed rather bumpy.

    He knew from the beginning that he wanted to do medicine. After finishing A-level in 2004, he started applying for medicine in UK. However, none of the schools that he applied for gave him an interview, despite his straight-As results. He took a gap year and applied again, the outcome was the same. After the failure, he went back to Egypt and started a medical course at the Hospital of Alexander. Undeterred by the failure, he applied for medicine again two years later and finally Cambridge gave him an interview as well as a place.

     

    Mike is an old gentleman that I have always met in the reading room. Every morning at around 7 to 8 o'clock, he will be there studying, doing example sheets. One will be surprised to know that at the age of 60, he is actually a second year mathematics undergraduate student. After working in Philip and many other MNC for nearly 40 years, he decided that there was something more important in life. So he enrolled in a regional college in Cambridge to redo his A-level.

    He said he has always wanted to do mathematics and physics since young. However, a scholarship offered by Philip changed his mind after A-level at 18. He went on to study “triple E” in Imperial college. Over the years, many things happened to and around him made him to reflect on things that are important in life. Hence after retirement, he chose to go back to school and sit with the teenagers in the class to do something that he has always wanted to do. Since he is really passionate about math and physics, he passed all the exams with flying colour and here he is, a Cambridge undergraduate mathematic student.

     

    There are a few more, all matured students and all have some very interesting story to tell.

    Being in a matured college allows me to look at education in a wider and more profound perspective.

    It is always inspiring to hear about such stories, especially when they are around you.

    Bahig tells a story of how determination could help one get to his dream.

    Mike makes me think that studying is probably not JUST a means to an end. 

    October 08

    IF---by Rudyard Kipling

    IF.....

    IF you can keep your head when all about you
    Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,

    If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
    But make allowance for their doubting too;
    If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
    Or being lied about, don't deal in lies,
    Or being hated, don't give way to hating,
    And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise:

    If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
    If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim;
    If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
    And treat those two impostors just the same;
    If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
    Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
    Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
    And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools:

    If you can make one heap of all your winnings
    And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
    And lose, and start again at your beginnings
    And never breathe a word about your loss;
    If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
    To serve your turn long after they are gone,
    And so hold on when there is nothing in you
    Except the Will which says to them: 'Hold on!'

    If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
    ' Or walk with Kings - nor lose the common touch,
    if neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,
    If all men count with you, but none too much;
    If you can fill the unforgiving minute
    With sixty seconds' worth of distance run,
    Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
    And - which is more - you'll be a Man, my son!

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    September 07

    summer

    It has been really quiet after the summer school.
    The attachment in the Engineering department is not as exciting as expected, but the experience is nevertheless valuable. Fortunately I have a very nice lab partner, Daniel,who got some interesting idiosyncracies of an artist. He plays violin in a band,which has a manager and a store selling their CDs. And his band has performed in several southeast asian countries.
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    This rig took us two day to build. It does not look very ground-breaking, but for us, it is the most significant first step we have made since the commencement of the project one month ago.
     
     
     
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    The trip to bristol. It is a lovely small city with a very relaxing atmosphere. The biggest impression was that there were a lot of pubs along the river. On the first day of arrival, there was a Playboy party near the Millenium Square and the clubs were all very crowded. I dared not go into any of those and spent the night looking for the "famous" Clifton suspension bridge in the rain!!
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    The University of Bristol was quite nice, but nothing extremely exciting (since it is holiday.
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    this is a very stylish and not-so-expensive restaurant. The three waiters were very warm and hospitable.
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    Xujia and zhouhang's house warming party. We had chinese dumplings. It was the first time that I tried Maotai, which was really nice!!
     
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    The olympic is over, paralympic has just started. A lot of foreigners are impressed by the opening ceremony and the performance of the chinese athletes. But not everybody think we are better. They say the Chinese spent much more than they do, they say we train the athletes like machines---- and here is a caricature on the Financial Time, titled Chinese Star.
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    Yes, we have been waiting for this olympics for very long time and we want to get the No. 1 very badly, as chinese always do. But the naysayers have to look at the whole picture and I have to say, those are very much "sour-grape" comments.
     
    Finally, this is the first and probably the last summer that I spend in cambridge. St Edmunds is probably not the best college in cambridge, but for me, it is superb!
     
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    It doesnt have grandiose building or famous Nobel Prize Laureates. The housekeeper is not extremely nice and the food is not extremely palatable(edible?) and the welfare is not extremely good. But i have so much memory here,though not without some miserable time. I feel at home, and the people are amicable. Last but not least, there are free tea and coffee every day!
     
    Lastly, another thing that has been accompanying me,unfailingly:
      
     
    GRE reminds me of only one thing: 茴香豆的茴字有四种写法!
     
     
    August 09

    08:08 08.08.08

    七年前,7月13号,当萨马兰奇宣布中国获选2008年奥运举办权时,我激动得一直在纸上涂鸦,“中国成功了”“中国成功了”!当时的激动,现在还历历在目。
    七年后的今天,我跟50多个人坐在common room,观看期待已久的奥运开幕式;终于觉得那激情,又回来了!
    七年来,中国确实发生了很多变化。每次回去的时候,都觉得变了!当时年少方刚的我,也没有想到今天我会在哪,做什么,变了多少---
     
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    现场的几个老外都赞不绝口!
    一个加拿大的朋友在看到我们因奏国歌而全体站起来是,很是感动。他说如果是在西方,很难会看到年轻人会为自己的国家如此的激动---
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    这一路走来,有多么的不容易。如今终于在历经各种困难后,向全世界宣布中国的崛起!
     
     
    July 22

    some of the lectures that I have found pretty interesting

    A good thing about this university is that there is a huge number of talks going on throughout the year, given by some prominent people in the acadimia, and it is free for the public!
     
    There is this website: www.talks.cam.ac.uk where you can find most of the talks.
     
    And the science summer school has done a pretty good job in organising many interesting talks for the students. The people they have invited to give the talks are quite SOMEBODY in the particular fields.
     
    Some of the lectures that I have attended:
     
    Gene Silencing: a novel approach to treatment of disease and crop improvement    by Professor David Baulcombe http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/David_Baulcombe
     
    The genetics of pain by Dr Geoff Woods
     
    Visions of the future: a load of rubbish? by Dr Claire Barlow
     
    Beyond quantum computing by Professor Littlewood
     
    Brain damage: repairing the damaged brain and spinal cord by Professor James Fawcett
     
    Back to the future: is mental travel unique to humans? by Professor Nicky Clayton
     
    Sustainable energy: how it all adds up by Professor Mackey
     
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    July 18

    summer in cambridge

    Spending a summer in cambridge was not initially my plan for 2008. People have told me that it would be very boring here and I will be miserable.
    Well, I have been so busy for more than 2 weeks that this is the only afternoon that I am free enough to sit down to write something.
     
    The summer school school in cambridge is quite a wonderful experience. The best of all has nothing to do with academic; it is the weather!
    Lovely sunshine, gentle breeze, plethora of flowers, plus little bit of drizzling once a while, this is THE Cambridge scenery that I have in mind for a long time but has never had the chance to experience, untill now.
     
    The throng of tourists in town have also added some energy to the city. All of a sudden, I feel myself as a host here, and the Ang Moh are the visiting guests.
     
    And the students in the programme are quite interesting. For the first week, I am with the art, history, literature students. Many of them are undergraduates, but quite a significant number of them are working adults and academia from the US or EU. I met quite a few students from china as well. Most of them are from Bei Da and Bei Wai.
     
    The students have all kinds of questions to ask me: about getting around the university, about the course, about the lectures, about living, shopping and eating. And I feel really happy about being able to help them, or to put it simply,the feeling of "I am needed ".
     
    From the second week onwards, I am at the science summer school. Here, there is only one student from China, and the rest are all Ang Moh. The first week has been super busy, but not without some fun.
    We have spent some nights hanging out in pubs somewhere in town, talking about all sorts of stuff, ranging from quntum phsics to soul searching to the politics in china.
    Not everything is fun here in the summer school, of course. There has been some nasty moments that I have to deal with carefully, like just now. And that is why I sit down to write this entry, so as to make myself happier.
     
    to be cont'd
    July 05

    Something 

    P6160001P6160002P6160003P6160006P6160007P6160008P6160011P6160012P6160013P6160014P6160015P6160018好像自己已经忙了很久,都忘了上一次静下来沉思是什么时候了。
    第二年过去了,上半年过的还算充实, 虽然很多地方可以做的更好.
    最最要感谢的当然是我的DOS,John Chew, 一个给了我很多鼓励与帮助的导师。
    他学术上的牛X是无可否认的(毕竟约28岁就能当上英国皇家工程院院士的人也是不多的), 但他对我的影响更多是精神上的。他的年轻,聪明,认真,能干与睿智----给了我一个很好的榜样,给了我不少动力,让我有一种书读不好有点对不起他的感觉。
    当然,我还得感谢其他的supervisors: Gu Tong, James Third, Ian, Mew etc. 总而言之,觉得整个department 的人都很好,当初的选择是对的。
     
    花了500英镑坐了英航的飞机回家,觉得很亏!! 英航上没有空姐,尽是空伯伯,空奶奶,空阿姨,--- 想想去年甘泉只要了我273,服务也差不多! 无奈甘泉今年受不了天天向上的油价,已经关门了。
     
    回家第一次参加了新潮留的留学展览,兴奋而又难忘。忙了四天,跑校园演讲,看到孩子们的热情与踊跃;展览厅布置,感受到小平,昕子为展览资料所付出的辛劳;给参观者讲解,发现小平对PLMM 的杀伤力; 参加交流会,认识了不少汕大蛮牛的学生。当然认识了很多可爱的志愿者和下几届的学弟学妹们,玩杀人(看到了梓其当killer 的潜质);一起去吃饺子,展现了潮汕帮“秒杀”的厉害;下雨天在蛀齿的带动下,跟立鑫还有xiaotian跑到南国商城发传单,然后被保安赶走;最后一天到K 歌的地方包了一个两层楼的很大很宽敞很豪华的200人民币的总统包厢,唱了一下午的歌,玩骰子,有幸看到小平跳钢管舞,昕子的酒量----一帮人,80后的和90后的,工作的和读书的,玩的很是尽兴!
     
    在家的时候碰上了连日暴雨,然后又是几日的酷暑。快要去新加坡的时候天气预报说台风 “风神”要在广东潮汕一带登陆,差点去不成了。幸亏时间错开了,广州一带也只是下了点雨。
    然后便是在 PGP 跟胡成挤了一个星期。 每天就是跑出去见见朋友。午饭一帮人,晚饭一帮人。大家似乎都过得不错,个人都在追求着自己的梦想,很多以前的同学先要去交流,有来欧洲的,有去美国的。 老板又生了一个孩子,Dodo 也离开hanabi 去了另一家。
     
    回去的时候也见一下astar 的人。跟Prof Ying 见了面,想跟她讨论一下明年实习以及以后研究的事。觉的今年成绩还算不错,有了一些信心。不过跟她聊的时候被泼了一头冷水。她问我打算报哪个大学的 PhD, 我小心翼翼的说那个M大学。她笑了笑,说“It is very difficult” 然后以当年作为M大学 admission officer 的经历告诉我报M大学是很难很难地!然后又对我去年没有选她的研究院去实习的事数落了一遍---唉?
     
    回到广州见了中学的朋友,大家基本上都将要出来工作了。有当公务员的,机关单位的,有国企的,私企的,貌似也都很不错,只是大家一致的在抱怨广州的房价实在太高!普通的一套房子就要近100万!想想大家刚出来的时候顶多是3-4千块,这百万的房子什么时候才能买得起啊!
     
    前天早上5点钟的飞机到了希斯特罗,8点半就要上班了!谁知刚一下飞机,terminal 5 就有人告诉我说刚刚有人跳到铁轨上了,从机场到Paddington 的地铁暂停了!好不容易找到一趟Heathrow Express,说也可以到 Paddintton,一上车乘务员就跟我要17镑!
     
    这两天在帮忙剑桥的夏令营. 
    待续
    June 07

    考 A-level?

    考A level 据说跟这个性质差不多,可是感觉和待遇就很不一样了。记得考试那段期间,同房和隔壁,对面房的小朋友们都考完试了,天天打Dota,CS,晚上闹到一两点,我心中依然是pre-lim的创伤,那日子----唉,
    幸亏最后还是熬过来了!

    2008高考考场图片直击:父亲牵我走过高考(图)

    2008-06-07 13:33:58 来源: 大江网


    为迎接7日和8日的高考,做好充分的准备,昨日下午,南昌市5.4万名高考生进入各考点,查看自己的考场和座位,并试听了英语听力的效果。图为一位父亲牵着女儿查看高考考点。十年寒窗,今朝收获。在此,本报祝愿所有高考生金榜题名!

    Obama First in More Ways Than Any U.S. Presidential Candidate(Bloomberg)

    It is really rare for me to be so interested in American politics, especially after watching all the funny videos of Bush on youtube!
     
    "But this time is different" as obama has put it.
     
    I have been following much the Primary campaigns since the Super Tuesday, although it is during our exam term!
    It is undeniable that his eloquently rhetoric speeches have fired up many people, but it is his courage, his extraordinary youth and his charisma that really struck me.

    By Julianna Goldman

    June 7 (Bloomberg) -- Barack Obama's political career boasts a long list of firsts. He is the first presumptive presidential nominee to be a native of Hawaii and the president of the Harvard Law Review. He's also the first candidate with more than 1 million contributors.

    Obama, an Illinois senator, is the first presumptive presidential nominee in modern times to have a father who wasn't a U.S. citizen, the first to earn an undergraduate degree from Columbia University in New York and the first to have attended Occidental College in Los Angeles.

    ``Obama's nomination would be historic in almost every respect that you can think of,'' said presidential historian Michael Beschloss.

    Obama has also chalked up many near-firsts in the race for the White House. He is the fourth Illinois elected official to clinch a party presidential nomination; if elected he would be the first since Abraham Lincoln. Ronald Reagan was born in Illinois and was governor of California. Obama is the only first-term senator to lead a major party since Warren Harding in 1920.

    No presidential nominee since Republican Wendell Willkie was so unknown to the American public and political establishment just a few years before he ran for president. Republicans recruited Willkie, a low-profile utilities executive, to run against two-term incumbent Franklin Roosevelt in 1940.

    The first Democratic convention Obama ever attended was Los Angeles in 2000 and his credit card bounced at the rental-car station. He also wasn't able to secure a floor pass and watched most of the speeches on television screens.

    Peanut Farmer

    Even former President Jimmy Carter, often described as an obscure peanut farmer when he was nominated in 1976, had become governor of Georgia in 1971 and appeared on the cover of Time magazine.

    Obama is the only presidential nominee in modern times whose father wasn't American. The parents of Michael Dukakis, the Democratic nominee in 1988, were Greek immigrants who became naturalized U.S. citizens. Obama's father, Barack Obama Sr. was a graduate student from Kenya who returned to Africa after his studies.

    Senator John McCain, the presumptive Republican nominee, was born at a military base in the Panama Canal Zone, while his father, a Navy officer, was posted there.

    Harvard has been in the presidential game since the first U.S. election in 1789. There have been seven Harvard graduates to make it to the presidency: John Adams, his son John Quincy, Theodore and Franklin Roosevelt, Rutherford Hayes, John Kennedy and George W. Bush.

    Harvard Ties

    If Obama were to win, he would be the first U.S. president from Harvard Law School since Hayes, who graduated in 1845. Presidential nominees with Harvard degrees include Michael Dukakis, who graduated from the law school, and Al Gore.

    Theodore and Franklin Roosevelt went to Columbia Law School; Obama will be the only nominee to have attended Columbia as an undergraduate. Dwight D. Eisenhower was Columbia University's president after World War II and before he ran for president in 1952. Obama transferred to Columbia in 1981 from Occidental, where former vice presidential candidate Jack Kemp graduated in 1957.

    Through April, the Illinois senator raised money from a record 1.5 million donors, bringing in $256 million for the primary election, just behind the $262 million taken in by Bush in 2004. His campaign confirmed that he has now surpassed Bush's record, becoming the biggest fundraiser in U.S. history.

    Obama's success runs counter to the requirements set out by Cornell University political scientist Clinton Rossiter when the Illinois senator was just 3 years old.

    Experience Requirement

    The presidency, Rossiter wrote in his 1964 book ``Parties and Politics in America,'' is reserved for someone who appears ``experienced.'' Obama served eight years in the Illinois state legislature and has spent three and a half years in the U.S. Senate.

    A presidential candidate, according to Rossiter, should be a ``small-town boy'' and a ``Northerner'' or a ``Westerner.'' Obama grew up in Honolulu, population 371,657, and Jakarta, Indonesia, population 8.4 million, before coming to the mainland for college. He has made his home in Chicago, population 2.9 million, since 1991.

    Rossiter also specified that a president must be ``of northern European stock,'' adding: ``He cannot be a Negro.''

    Obama, who will officially be nominated at the Democratic convention on the 100th birthday of Lyndon B. Johnson and will deliver his acceptance speech 45 years to the day after Martin Luther King Jr.'s ``I have a Dream Speech,'' has become the first black candidate to lead a major U.S. party.

    June 01

    China’s Pride: A 24-Karat Olympic Machine (The New York Times)

    QIANDAO LAKE, China — When Igor Grinko, a former Soviet coach with an impressive résumé, agreed to take over the Chinese rowing team four years ago, Olympic officials outlined their expectations with a simple equation: one gold equals 1,000 silvers.

    The Coach China’s coach, Igor Grinko, once led the Soviet and U.S. teams. “Silver? It means nothing here; you might as well finish last,” he said.

     “Coaches like me come, help them win gold medals, or we are fired.

     -----

    With a glass of red wine in hand, Igor Grinko stood on a balcony outside his room, high above this sprawling, clear lake. He marveled at what the Chinese had built. Gigantic Olympic rings are affixed to a dock here, a reminder of what is at stake.

    The complex is home to 70 rowers and about 10 coaches, more than 100 boats, a cafeteria, a medical clinic and a lab. There is spotty Internet service and no television. Cellphones are the lifeline to faraway families and friends.

    “I would like to put photos on the walls, but it is forbidden,” said Gao Yulan, an Olympic favorite in the women’s pair. “When I was young, this was a very difficult life, but you learn to adjust. Everybody has to work. This is just my job.”

    Gao, 25, is a typical rower here, taller than 6 feet, long-limbed and lean. She began training full time when she was 13, leaving her parents, who are vegetable farmers in Jiangxi Province, to become a javelin thrower. At 17, she was moved to rowing, just as Beijing was awarded the Games. Through an interpreter, Gao said she dreamed of becoming a fashion designer wearing high-heeled boots with hot pants and a spaghetti-strapped top. Asked about her motivation to train, Gao bit her lip.

    “For fame, reputation and honor?” she said. As the interpreter spoke, Gao glanced at Grinko, who nodded in approval. Grinko said she would be a farmer if not for rowing.

    Like the others, Gao wakes before dawn for 6:30 practice, then breakfast. At lunch and dinner, she takes an aluminum cafeteria tray and scoops food from a buffet of dishes like chicken feet, tofu with cabbage, and pork-filled sticky buns. No drinks. Not even water. Two more practices are followed by naps, when the building falls silent. The day ends with lights out at 10 p.m.

    While coaching American rowers, Grinko won only an Olympic silver in 1996 and a world championship bronze in 1993. But for 33 years as a rower and coach he was a good fit in the Soviet system, as he is in this authoritarian system. Here, athletes follow orders without question, he said.

    Grinko said he had everything he needed, including doctors, massage therapists and biochemists to analyze the rowers’ blood weekly for factors like testosterone and hemoglobin levels, which rise and fall with training. Those results monitor effort, and help determine the effectiveness of workouts.

    Because his living expenses are covered, Grinko said, his $90,000 annual salary, after taxes, comes out to “much more” than he earned in the United States. In 2000, his final year with US Rowing, he made $72,300 before taxes, according to government records.

    Hartmut Buschbacher, a former national team rowing coach for East Germany and the United States who now works in Shandong Province, said China could hire better coaches, buy better boats and prepare athletes. The United States government, which gives no money directly to the U.S.O.C., does not support its Olympians the way it should, Buschbacher said.

    If you are surprised at how good the Chinese have gotten, then I think you should come here and watch them train and see this place,” he said at the complex. “If you think this is not going to lead to performance, then I’m sorry, you are stupid. You are kidding yourself.”

    May 20

    Food for thought

    "To laugh often and much;
    To win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children;
    To earn the approbation of honest critics and endure the betrayal of false friends;
    To appreciate beauty;
    To find the best in others;
    To give of one's self;
    To leave the world a bit better, whether by a healthy child, a garden patch, or a redeemed social condition;
    To have played and laughed with enthusiasm and sung with exultation;
    To know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived —
    This is to have succeeded."
    Ralph Waldo Emerson
    May 04

    韩寒:控告CNN 我要两块钱

    韩寒:控告CNN 我要两块钱
    2008-05-03

     
     
     

     
     
     
    这个新闻很早前就听说,她代表13亿中国人去何CNN打官司。我被人代表,去向CNN索赔了。但我又有几个想法:

    1:强烈建议不要美元!我要7块人民币!美元天天在贬值,万一我们赢了,这过程里,我可能损失几毛钱。而且赔偿人民币更显得我们爱国。

    2:你没有得到我的授权书,所以我想要两美元。

    3:我们都很高兴,我们的高兴建立在美国法院受理的事实上。

    4:我们法院一定要想好办法,万一哪个美国人起诉我们,一定要按常规办理,不能受理。毕竟我们的报纸几十年前没少辱骂人家。

    5:对诉讼理由的第二条和第三条我不能同意:第二:被告故意给中国人造成精神损失;第三,被告重大疏忽对中国人造成精神伤害。我觉得应该是极其严重的精神损失和精神伤害,你CNN一句话,我们的精神得到了不可弥补的巨大伤害,那个谁,你轻轻松松随口一句,你知道中国人民遭受了多么大的刺激吗?全国人民几乎崩溃,大家都快成精神病了,你说,这精神损失和精神伤害应该不应该赔?要你13亿是少的。

    6:鉴于官司一般不会赢,但我们会不遗余力的告到联合国。如果你们不赔偿,就不允许你们报道奥运。我们的超女和快男也永远不会上你们的节目!奥运在我们家开,所以奥运就是我们家的,我让你不准报道,你就不能报道,奥委会准许你报道都没有用那!我们居委会不允许!

    7:综上所述,你输定了。但是如果你愿意调解,我代表十三亿中国人,我代表起诉你的那个亮女士,我代表她的律师,可以给你打个一折。也就是一亿三千万美元。按照中国的砍价法,砍掉一个零头,就是一亿美元。你赶紧把这个一亿美元赔付给我们的代表梁女士。然后你就可以看好戏了。

    8:……没有第八条了,但我们中国人喜欢讨个吉利,所以写个8.

    CNN,你姓CN,五百年前是一家,现在你居然欺师灭祖,赶紧向我们赔偿,当然,道歉也可以,示好也行,反正我们就喜欢道歉和示好。

    ***************************

    新闻背景:

    本报讯(记者张乐) CNN主持人卡弗蒂的辱华言论引起了全世界华人的愤慨,记者昨日获悉,纽约华人委托当地律师对CNN和卡弗蒂提起了诉讼,要求赔偿每位中国人一美元共13亿美元,而当地一家联邦法院已受理此案件。

      纽约居民梁淑冰以及一位中国公民李女士22日委托纽约海明律师所6名律师对CNN及其主持人卡弗蒂提出集体诉讼,要求赔偿13亿美元。其中一位律师称, “赔偿每位中国人一美元,并不算多。”诉讼内容和理由包括:第一,被告侮辱和污蔑全体华人;第二,被告故意给中国人造成精神损失;第三,被告重大疏忽对中国人造成精神伤害。

      昨晚,记者从当地几家媒体的网站上搜索这一消息时,发现《纽约邮报》等都市媒体“不约而同”地保持低调,仅发布了几百字的短消息。

      对此,中国政法大学副教授许身健对记者表示,纽约华人起诉CNN和卡弗蒂的事件更具“象征意义”。从感情上讲,这是维护自身权利的积极举动,是华人的合理诉求;从法理上讲,由于西方的新闻自由和法制规范的关系一直比较复杂,而法官个人的态度也是一个影响因素,因此案件胜诉的前景有待.

    May 02

    A*Star Reading list

    April 27, 2008 Elite Korean Schools, Forging Ivy League Skills By SAM DILLON SEOUL, South Korea — It is 10:30 p.m. and students at the elite Daewon prep school here are cramming in a study hall that ends a 15-hour school day. A window is propped open so the evening chill can keep them awake. One teenager studies standing upright at his desk to keep from dozing.\ Kim Hyun-kyung, who has accumulated nearly perfect scores on her SATs, is multitasking to prepare for physics, chemistry and history exams. “I can’t let myself waste even a second,” said Ms. Kim, who dreams of attending Harvard, Yale or another brand-name American college. And she has a good shot. This spring, as in previous years, all but a few of the 133 graduates from Daewon Foreign Language High School who applied to selective American universities won admission. It is a success rate that American parents may well envy, especially now, as many students are swallowing rejection from favorite universities at the close of an insanely selective college application season. “Going to U.S. universities has become like a huge fad in Korean society, and the Ivy League names — Harvard, Yale, Princeton — have really struck a nerve,” said Victoria Kim, who attended Daewon and graduated from Harvard last June. Daewon has one major Korean rival, the Minjok Leadership Academy, three hours’ drive east of Seoul, which also has a spectacular record of admission to Ivy League colleges. How do they do it? Their formula is relatively simple. They take South Korea’s top-scoring middle school students, put those who aspire to an American university in English-language classes, taught by Korean and highly paid American and other foreign teachers, emphasize composition and other skills key to success on the SATs and college admissions essays, and — especially this — urge them on to unceasing study. Both schools appear to be rethinking their grueling regimen, at least a bit. Minjok, a boarding school, has turned off dormitory surveillance cameras previously used to ensure that students do not doze in late-night study sessions. Daewon is ending its school day earlier for freshmen. Its founder, Lee Won-hee, worried in an interview that while Daewon was turning out high-scoring students, it might be falling short in educating them as responsible citizens. “American schools may do a better job at that,” Dr. Lee said. Still, the schools are highly rigorous. Both supplement South Korea’s required, lecture-based national curriculum with Western-style discussion classes. Their academic year is more than a month longer than at American high schools. Daewon, which costs about $5,000 to attend, requires two foreign languages besides English. Minjok, where tuition, board and other expenses top $15,000, offers Advanced Placement courses and research projects. And, oh yes. Both schools suppress teenage romance as a waste of time. “What are you doing holding hands?” a Daewon administrator scolded one adolescent couple recently, according to his aides. “You should be studying!” Students do not seem to complain. Park Yeshong, one of Kim Hyun-kyung’s classmates, said attractions tended to fade as students gritted their way through hundreds of hours of closequarters study. “We know each other too well to fall in love,” Ms. Park said. Many American educators would kill to have such disciplined pupils. Both schools reserve admission for highly motivated students; the application process resembles that at many American colleges, where students are judged on their grade point averages, as well as their performance on special tests and in interviews. “Even my worst students are great,” said Joseph Foster, a Williams College graduate who teaches writing at Daewon. “They’re professionals; if I teach them, they’ll learn it. I get emails at 2 a.m. I’ll respond and go to bed. When I get up, I’ll find a follow-up question mailed at 5 a.m.” South Korea is not the only country sending more students to the United States, but it appears to be a special case. Some 103,000 Korean students study at American schools of all levels, more than from any other country, according to American government statistics. In higher education, only India and China, with populations more than 20 times as large, send more students than South Korea. “Preparing to get to the best American universities has become something of a national obsession in Korea,” said Alexander Vershbow, the American ambassador to South Korea. Korean applications to Harvard alone have tripled, to 213 this spring, up from 66 in 2003, said William R. Fitzsimmons, Harvard’s dean of admissions. Harvard has 37 Korean undergraduates, more than from any foreign country except Canada and Britain. Harvard, Yale and Princeton have a total of 103 Korean undergraduates; 34 graduated from Daewon or Minjok. This year, Daewon and Minjok graduates are heading to universities like Stanford, Chicago, Duke and seven of the eight Ivy League universities — but not to Harvard. Instead, Harvard accepted four Korean students from three other prep schools. “That was certainly not any statement” about the Daewon and Minjok schools, Mr. Fitzsimmons said. “We’re alert to getting kids from schools where we haven’t had them before, but we’d never reject an applicant simply because he or she came from a school with a history of sending students to Harvard.” South Korea’s academic year starts in March, so the 2008 class of Daewon’s Global Leadership Program, which prepares students for study at foreign universities, graduated in February. One graduate was Kim Soo-yeon, 19, who was accepted by Princeton this month. Daewon parents tend to be wealthy doctors, lawyers or university professors. Ms. Kim’s father is a top official in the Korean Olympic Committee. Ms. Kim developed fierce study habits early, watching her mother scold her older sister for receiving any score less than 100 on tests. Even a 98 or a 99 brought a tongue-lashing. “Most Korean mothers want their children to get 100 on all the tests in all the subjects,” Ms. Kim’s mother said. Ms. Kim’s highest aspiration was to attend a top Korean university, until she read a book by a Korean student at Harvard about American universities. Immediately she put up a sign in her bedroom: “I’m going to an Ivy League!” Even while at Daewon, Ms. Kim, like thousands of Korean students, took weekend classes in English, physics and other subjects at private academies, raising her SAT scores by hundreds of points. “I just love to do well on the tests,” she said. As bright as she is, she was just one great student among many, said Eric Cho, Daewon’s college counselor. Sitting at his computer terminal at the school, perched on a craggy eastern hilltop overlooking the Seoul skyline, Mr. Cho scrolled through the class of 2008’s academic records. Their average combined SAT score was 2203 out of 2400. By comparison, the average combined score at Phillips Exeter, the New Hampshire boarding school, is 2085. Sixty-seven Daewon graduates had perfect 800 math scores. Kim Hyun-kyung, 17, scored perfect 800s on the SAT verbal and math tests, and 790 in writing. She is scheduled to take nine A.P. tests next month, in calculus, physics, chemistry, European history and five other subjects. One challenge: she has taken none of these courses. Instead, she is teaching herself in between classes at Daewon, buying and devouring textbooks. So she is busy. She rises at 6 a.m. and heads for her school bus at 6:50. Arriving at Daewon, she grabs a broom to help classmates clean her classroom. Between 8 and noon, she hears Korean instructors teach supply and demand in economics, Korean soils in geography and classical poets in Korean literature. At lunch she joins other raucous students, all, like her, wearing blue blazers, in a chowline serving beans and rice, fried dumpling and pickled turnip, which she eats with girlfriends. Boys, who sit elsewhere, wolf their food and race to a dirt lot for a 10-minute pickup soccer game before afternoon classes. Kim Hyun-kyung joins other girls at a hallway sink to brush her teeth before reporting to French literature, French culture and English grammar classes, taught by Korean instructors. At 3:20, her English language classes begin. This day, they include English literature, taught by Mani Tadayon, a polyglot graduate of the University of California at Berkeley, who was born in Iran, and government and politics, taught by a former Wall Street lawyer, Hugh Quigley. Evening study hall begins at 7:45. She piles up textbooks on an adjoining desk, where they glare at her like a to-do list. Classmates sling backpacks over seats, prop a window open and start cramming. Three hours later, the floor is littered with empty juice cartons and water bottles. One girl has nodded out, head on desk. At 10:50 a tone sounds, and Ms. Kim heads for a bus that will wend its way through Seoul to her home south of the Han River. “I feel proud that I’ve endured another day,” she said. The schedule at the Minjok academy, on a rural campus of tile-roofed buildings in forested hills, appears even more daunting. Students rise at 6 for martial arts, and thereafter, wearing full-sleeved, gray-and-black robes, plunge into a day of relentless study that ends just before midnight, when they may sleep. But most keep cramming until 2 a.m., when dorm lights are switched off, said Gang Min-ho, a senior. Even then some students turn on lanterns and keep going, Mr. Gang said. “Basically we lead very tired lives,” he said. Students sometimes report for classes so exhausted that Alexander Ganse, a German who teaches European history, said he asked, “Did you go to bed at all last night?” “But we’re not only nerds!” interrupted Choi Jung-yun, who grew up in San Diego. Minjok students play sports, take part in many clubs and even have a rock band, she said. Ambassador Vershbow, who plays the drums, confirmed that with photographs that showed him jamming with the Minjok rockers during a visit to the school last year. There are other hints of slackening. A banner once hung on a Minjok building. “This school is a paradise for those who want to study and a hell for those who do not,” it read. But it was taken down after faculty members deemed it too harsh, said Son Eun-ju, director of counseling. Kim Hyun-kyung, center, hopes Daewon Foreign Language High School in South Korea propels her into a top American college. Daewon Foreign Language High School in Seoul, South Korea, prepares students who want to attend prestigious universities in the United States. Kim Hyun-kyung, center, has accumulated nearly perfect scores on her SATs and has dreams of attending Harvard, Yale or another brand-name American college. A student talked with a teacher at the Minjok Leadership Academy, Daewon's major rival. Both schools have a spectacular record of admission to Ivy League colleges. The two schools emphasize composition and other skills key to success on the SATs and college admissions essays, and urge their students on to unceasing study. Jung-yun Choi, left, studied in Minjok's library. Though the students' schedules are daunting, some take volleyball class, left, at Daewon. At Minjok, students play sports, take part in many clubs and even have a rock band. A banner once hung on a building at Minjok. "This school is a paradise for those who want to study and a hell for those who do not," it read. But it was taken down after faculty members deemed it too harsh. Park Yeshong, a senior at Daewon, studied after class. Both schools reserve admission for highly motivated students.
    April 27

    World’s youngest professor

    What was I doing at 19? JC1, GP, CCA (CO & CLDCS),Hullett House etc.---
     
    World’s youngest professor can’t legally drink
    By Bob Considine
    TODAYShow.com contributor
    updated 3:18 p.m. ET April 24, 2008

    Perhaps in Alia Sabur’s wildly advanced studies she came across a famous quote from Johann Wolfgang von Goethe.

    “Knowing is not enough. We must apply,” the German writer once observed.

    That could serve as explanation for what prompted the 19-year-old to become the youngest college professor in history.

    Armed with prodigious wisdom, Sabur told TODAY’s Ann Curry on Wednesday that knowledge is power — especially when sharing it.

    “I really enjoy teaching,” said Sabur. “It’s something where you can make a difference. It’s not just what you can do, but you can enable a lot of other people to make their changes.”

    Sabur, from Northport, N.Y., has clearly been ahead of the learning curve since an early age.

    She started talking and reading when she was just 8 months old. She had elementary school finished at age 5.

    She made the jump to college at age 10. And by age 14, Sabur was earning a bachelor’s of science degree in applied mathematics summa cum laude from Stony Brook University — the youngest female in U.S. history to do so.

    Her education continued at Drexel University, where she earned an M.S. and a Ph.D. in materials science and engineering.

    With an unlimited future ahead of her, Sabur directed her first career choice to teaching. She was three days short of her 19th birthday in February when she was hired to become a professor at Konkuk University in Seoul, Korea.

    This distinction made her the youngest college professor in history, according to the Guinness Book of World Records, beating the previous record held by Colin Maclaurin in 1717.

    Maclaurin was a student of physicist Isaac Newton. Sabur said she is merely gravitating toward putting what she has learned to good use.

    “I really feel I can help a lot of people,” she said.

    At Konkuk University, Sabur said she will take part in classroom instruction, but will also focus on research into developing nanotubes for use as cellular probes that could help aid in cures for diseases.

    Although she doesn’t start until next month, Sabur has taken up teaching math and physics courses at Southern University in New Orleans, which is still struggling from the devastation left in Hurricane Katrina’s wake in 2005.

    “Some people come and they do Habitat for Humanity and they build houses, but I don’t think I would be very good,” she said. “So I tried to do what I’m good at. I was particularly interested in this university because they are still in trailers after Hurricane Katrina. And I thought it could be something I do to help.”

    In New Orleans, Sabur is old enough to teach, but not to join her fellow professors in a bar after work. In Korea, where the drinking age is 20, she might have more luck. In traditional Korean culture, children are considered to be 1 year old when they are born, and add a year to their age every New Year instead of their actual birthday, so in Korea Sabur is considered 20.

    Varied interests
    On top of her unprecedented academic achievements, Sabur has a black belt in the Korean martial art of tae kwon do and is also a music prodigy. She has been playing clarinet with orchestras since her solo debut at age 11, playing with recording artists Lang Lang and Smash Mouth.

    “You can reach a lot of people with music,” Sabur told Curry. “It’s never been really a hobby to me. It’s always been on equal par with my academics.”

    So is there anything Sabur can’t do?

    Well, apparently she struggles with basketball and with long writing and admits to sometimes being absentminded.

    In fact, sometimes she forgets just how special she really is.

    “Well, I know that what I’ve done is special and I think about it,” she said. “But sometimes I forget, because I’m used to it and I don’t think about it all the time. Actually, sometimes it takes other people to remind me a little bit.”

     

    Wish her good luck in her future endeavour!

    April 25

    In Varisty

    Read about this article on Varsity (The BETTER and MORE OBJECTIVE student newspaper in Cambridge!) It is really great to see Chinese students writing for the newspaper! (At least I feel represented and especially in this case!)

    The Truth about Tibet---By Lilian Li

    The recent Tibetan protests have done little to further the cause of Tibetan suffrage. If anything, it has set things back by antagonising China and misrepresenting

    events in Tibet. From a Chinese perspective, there is a feeling that the West doesn’t understand the issue, never took time to understand the issue, but stands ready to hand out judgment on the issue.

    It’s easy to dismiss China as a oppressive dictator in Tibet but really, the human rights records of China in Tibet is mixed. On one hand, high estimates of 800,000 people werekilled over 20 years from 1959 onwards and immense damage was done to Tibetan cultural heritage during the Cultural Revolution. But China suffered a loss of at least two million during the same turbulent time.

    On the other hand, the Chinese government has abolished a feudal system and poured much needed money into establishing education, healthcare and infrastructure in rural Tibet. In the last 30 years, the standard of life in Tibet has increase rapidly – with life expectancyjumping from 35.5 years in 1950 to 67 in 2000. The issues of human rights in Tibet, and in China, will surely be addressed (and needs to be addressed) for China as a country tomove forwards. Yet after a century of poverty and political turmoil, issues such as clothing the rest of the population have been higher on the agenda.

    Clarification is also needed on the recent riots in Tibet and the Chinese military response. The riots in Tibet were just that – riots, and the crackdown of the Chinese government should be viewed in this context. As James Miles of The Economist, one of the few western journalists in Tibet at the time, reported, only non-Tibetan businesses and people were targeted in violence; the injured were Han Chinese.

    The main cause of the riots wasn’t oppression, but a growing dissatisfaction with the faster economic development of the bettereducated Han Chinese in Tibet. The growing gap between rich and poor is a common story in China but the Han Chinese have become an easy scapegoat due to their growing presence in Tibet in the last few years. Even the billions of investment poured into Tibet by the central government are not enough to reduce the gap between Tibet and rest of China. The frustration of poverty and the golden opportunity of worldwide Olympic publicity have only added fuel to the fire.

    The hard truth is that Tibetan independence will not make the Tibetan people better off. Economically, the Tibetan people rely on the Chinese – 90% of Tibet government spending comes from the central Chinese government. The fastest growing sector of the Tibetan economy is tourism, which would grind to a standstill as soon as China withdres its flood of tourists. Out also goes access to higher education in mainland China (where the Tibetans are favoured with lower entry requirements) and immigration of more skilled workers. Tibet will be left with a damaged economy at a time of much needed stability, especially when they have to sort out the prickly task of separating a ruling government from a ruling religion.

    Even if the recent protests have been raising awareness in the wider world, the audience it’s targeted at – the Chinese people and government – have long switched off, unplugged the TV and thrown it out the window. The western media coverage in the recent weeks have instigated a wave of nationalism in China that has drowned out the moderates. The Western media has become a symbol of Western bias. In Chinese slang, ‘Don’t be too CNN’ means ‘don’t ignore the truth’, as a response to CNN reports which vastly exaggerated the scale and intent of the Chinese military intervention. Conspiracy theories are rife in the Chinese blogosphere (yes, it does exist), where the 

    whole ordeal is seen as the latest move in the West’s attempts to suppress china as a growing world power.

    The Chinese see the West as hypocritical, reaping the benefit of buying cheap goods from developing China but judging its human rights record as that of a developed nation. It preaches morality while encouraging mob demonstrations that attacked a wheelchair bound torch carrier and wags its finger about censorship while filling the airwaves with cropped photos and misleading captions.

    The West seems to lament China as an oppressed brainwashed mass, too controlled by a single party government to withstand criticism. There seems to be little interest in dealing with Chinese as ordinary individuals and engaging on an equal basis. The fact that the Olympics represents the Chinese people more than it represents the Chinese government has not been made clear, and criticism sounds more like cultural imperialism.

    China’s failings of inflexibility and a series of unfortunate public relations events has done nothing to help the situation. Insistence that that the Dalai Lama is the puppet master behind this theatre of humiliation, heavy handedness with the demonstrations with the dubious guards in blue, leads to saving face as the main objective of the day. There are no winners with these protests. The Tibetan people blare out a skewed view to the rest of the world, the West agrees and damages fragile international relationships, and the Chinese people and government become more adamant about not being seen as weak rather than listening to either.

    The effects of these are already being felt, in the hostility of Chinese immigrants whenever Tibet is mentioned, the waves of pro China protests around the world, and the boycotting of French businesses in China. This may be the issue that finally forces the reticent China to take centre stage and start speaking, but what’s going to be said may not be what we’ve been waiting to hear.

    Just saw this article on Varsity (the MORE OBJECTIVE Cambridge student run News paper )
    I am really delighted to see Chinese students writing article for the Newspaper.
    April 24

    June Holiday

    Oasis has gone! No more air ticket for £273. BA for £469, Hopefully Terminal 5 works smoothly by then!! Going home on 9th June!!